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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Forum
Well, I knew about the Hei Ba Gao off a website when somebody was recommending it. But I noticed that there's some individuals who kept saying that Chinese medicine is not effective and its crap. Who are these people? From what I can tell, they must be very unhappy people, people who cannot think straight. On the other hand, they are those who find this treatment controversial. The Jamu Shop is always asking others not to dopt surgery as an option, I am not surprised some Western doctors are upset with them. But whatever it is, I will always be grateful I found this black goo. My keloids are smaller and softer now. My only regret is to trust a doctor friend to inject my face keloid, not once but seven times over the course of 2 years. It is now quite large. Because of its location, using the Hei Ba Gao may not be feasible.
Monday, April 11, 2005
Hei Ba Gao
This black gooey stuff they call Hei Ba Gao, ala Black Paste smells kind of strange. A family member got it for me. I thought about it for a long time if I am going to put some black goo on my keloids. Is it really going to help? Torment over and I plastered a small part of my lovely red, angry keloids with the black goo. OOOO..it felt like its doing something to the lovely keloids. It seems to be eating my keloids..feels kinda tingling. Half and hour has passed and it now dries to a paste. I am drowsy and now will try it it helps me to sleep with the mind shattering pain. I turned to my sides, lef and right and then right and left. Didn't feel no nothing. Can't feel that my keloids are there..hmmmm...ZZZZZ...zzzzzz..
Chinese medicine
Ok, now. I have heard so many stuff about the Chinese creations of a keloid medicine. They call it the Hei Ba Gao and the Ba Hen Ling at www.thejamushop.com. I am going to ive it a shot. To try it and see if it even alleviates my torment. Without any medication, do you now that keloids can itch like a thousand ants biting you. I scratched and scratched until pieces of skin fall off onto the bed. Well, maybe its an exaggeration. It is just my mind that is tormenting me. I don't feel so well that I am so scarred. So scarred that I have to dispose of all mirrors in my home. God, where are you? Is it my turn yet?
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Are scars beautiful
In many old cultures, scars are deliberately inflicted to indicate a certain quality, eg. bravery, manhood, maturity, beauty, etc. I read in one website www.keloid_scars.org, that the African culture regards scars highly. So, here I am, with the upper torso covered in strands of scar tissues, I really look like Freddie in the Nightmare on Elm Street movies, no kidding. SO, I am thinking, should I cherish the scars and see them as a beautiful part of me? I mean, I did have a girlfriend, who often lick those scars during intercourse. I think she likes them. But why did she leaves if she likes them? Did it make her feel horny that she is having sex with a freak?
Monday, March 28, 2005
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